I want to work in a Maid Cafe

Flyer from Cosfest

A new maid cafe will be opening in September. And I desperately want to work in a maid cafe.

It is probably one of my biggest dreams at the moment. And I know that if I really want to do it, I have to do it soon. Because my worst nightmare in life will gradually eat me away. *Cough* Ageing *Cough*

Unfortunately I threw away the chance for interview during the event. The first day I did not know they are hiring. (-_-) The second day Siti told me BUT I couldnt make up my mind and couldnt let go of my current job.

Thought it over the few days, I decided that I have worked in the office long enough. There is a new staff which I will be training to take over me. I know I cant quit but if the working hours is reasonable, I can still work at where I am part time.

I was so tormented by the thought of it ever since. I wanted to ask for more information but there is no contact no. on the flyer at all. I couldnt ask for the working hours. I checked the internet but couldnt find anything. I am too late I guess?

Anyway I thought if any chances does pop up in the future I will go for it.

Actually what really moved me is my mother. I told her about it, expecting her to change my mind.

But instead she told me to go for it. That I shouldnt think of it as working but to gain experience. She is so encouraging.

I am so touched I wanna cry.

But even if I do go for the interview in the future, I will really be devasted if I get rejected. In fact I can probably guess a few reasons they might use to reject me. I am too fat. I cant fit into their costume especially their waist. Then my thighs will be too fat for their short skirt.

Ugliness... Pimples on my cheeks. Not 'moe' enough. Voice too rough. Just to name of few.

But then again it might not be a bad thing. At least I tried and know it is time to give up. Hahaha.