Everyone around seems to be going to uni.
It makes me feel as if stopping at poly, I am going to end up sweeping the roads in the future. (Well not that sweeping roads is bad, it is just a reference for a low paid and tanned job)
Or maybe I should think differently. People around me are just too smart.
And so I thought, maybe I should go study too.
Yet is studying what I really want? And what is it that I really should go for?
Something that currently seems useful for my future but do not capture my interest at all.
Or something that I think I MIGHT be interested in but do not have the talent for and most probably is not useful. (might because I am fickleminded and change oh-so-fast)
I am getting older. And getting increasingly stressed about it. It feels like more doors are slammed shut right in my face.
I did step out of my worthlessness depression for a bit. But now it seems like I have so many things I might want to do but will not have enough money and time.
And I am tied down. Does not help when I dun have the support I needed.
Maybe I should go visit Mani for advice. Even if it is not accurate. =P
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