Thanks for Pushing me Down again

Was being really disciplined waking up so early.

I felt really proud of myself.

Until you shot those words to me.

Then only did I realized.

You may be one of the reason why I couldnt progress.

Why I felt so unhappy working.

Because I couldnt learn what I wanted and needed to.

I will not deny the fact I chose this path myself in a way or another.

But to feel that you obstructed me from learning really saddens me. 

I sacrificed my youth for this?

Did I really made a wrong decision walking this path.

If I am given the choice to do it all over again and did something else. Will it all be better?

It really made me feel now that if I continue my life like that. I will not be happy and that I will never progress in life.

To think I am finally motivated enough to do good in work.

Thanks for pushing me down again.