Being human, sometimes I cant help but compare myself with people around me.
They can continue studying full time but I cant.
They can take a long break from work but I cant.
They can quit so easily but I cant.
The reason why I wanted to study full time again is not really because of education but because I just wanted to experience school life again when I still can.
I wanted to take a break from work because I want to take up courses or other jobs and experience more about life when I still can.
Oopx sorry you cant. Not especially when someone important decides to quit and now everything looks like it is gonna be back to square 1. You have to give up on all your plans.
Oh hi responsibility! Too bad as much as you hate it, everything will lie on your shoulders again. There is no one to depend on anymore.
Good Bye Youth. The doors are shutting.
Really I can still do something about my life right?
Really I am still much better off than many others in life right?
Really there is a future or path for me right?
Really in 20 years time I will not be someone I regret right?
Really everything is not that bad right?
But why is it that after 2 weeks when I thought I have finally come to terms with it, I am still so upset when I type this?
Why is it after so many years, I still cant see my purpose in life.
Why is it that everyone is so far ahead of me yet I am still stuck here?
Why is it still pitch dark?
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