I am upset

I am upset because I finished my pile of work for today.

I am upset because I planned to take leave tomorrow.

I am upset because despite all my hard work and planning I still couldnt take my leave.

I am upset because the phrase "sense of responsibility" is used.

I am upset because it is rare for me to even finish my pile of work for a day for the past few years.

I am upset because of the reason I have to go back.

I am upset because I am starting to compare myself with others.

I am upset because I told myself I shouldnt.

I am upset because things never ever go the way I planned.

I am upset because I cant employ the person I want.

I am upset because of work.

I am upset because of the future.

I am upset because of the unfairness in life.

I am upset because I feel like my eyesight is failing and headaches is worsening.

I am upset because of how useless I am.

I am upset because despite all these years I still couldnt figure out where I am going in life.

I am upset because I wake up every morning still not knowing what I want in life.

I am upset because I felt like I wasted yet another day of my life every night before I sleep.

I am upset because even if I want to talk to someone about something, I couldnt because I just dun know how.

I am upset because of my shitty face and fats.

I am upset because I told myself I need to live my life more positively but yet feeling so suicidal now.

I am upset because I think my hormones are part of the reason.

I am upset because I think what I said doesnt make sense.