Give me a CLONE of the ex-her

I am really really upset with not being able to employ the person I really want.

Someone I really felt is so smart, capable and I can trust my work with.

Appealed, Find the MP, whatever I did whatever I can without success.

And yet it is so easy to employ someone else with a much lesser capability?

What sense does it make?

I cant employ a person just because the government dun approve her/him? And furthermore without a proper reason. I am really unhappy.

This case really deducted tons of respect I have for this place.

So how does employing someone actually make me feel so much?

Because this seriously affect my future.

Because I am not happy with the performance.

Because I am not particularly happy by the treatment.

Because I can hardly find something I am satisfied with.

Or maybe I am supposed to learn how to deal with people of all kinds.