Ptyriasis Rosea or something like that.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
20110321 - My First March Vanity Trove
YAY! IT FINALLY ARRIVED!
My IMAGINERYBOYFRIEND GIGGLO(since I used my own money) bought me this~!
My IMAGINERY
(-_-) What a lie. Ah well. Anyway! I subscribed to Vanity Trove.
Vanity Trove is like you pay $25 every month and they deliver random beauty samples to your door step.
Awesomeness because I am too "busy"/lazy to step out of the house to buy my beauty supplies. Yet I really like trying new cosmetics and beauty products. Plus getting a surprise present every month can add excitement & happines to my #foreveralone life. Present for myself every month!
Anyho!
Thursday, March 22, 2012
20120322 - Lunch at Din Tai Fung (Tampines Mall)
I just realised how much I ate after compiling all the photos. Like seriously.
Anyho! My elder sister <3 came back for a vacation and we went to Din Tai Fung today for Xiao Long Baos!
Sunday, February 26, 2012
20120225 - Lunch at Wild Honey Mandarin Gallery
Was blog-hopping and came across this photo on Tunisian Breakfast from Wild Honey.
(Got the strangest cravings on tomato stuff these days. Like minestrone & spaghetti)
And I thought... OMG I want to EAT...
And the strangest thing happened being my 2nd sister talked about it the next day.
LIKE OMG X 2?
Hence I decided we shall go on Saturday!!!
(Got the strangest cravings on tomato stuff these days. Like minestrone & spaghetti)
And I thought... OMG I want to EAT...
And the strangest thing happened being my 2nd sister talked about it the next day.
LIKE OMG X 2?
Hence I decided we shall go on Saturday!!!
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
20120219 - Dinner at Garden Slug
Our Family went to the 'Garden Slug' for Dinner last Sunday.
(Yay somewhere new! Photos taken with iPhone. Click to Read More)
(Yay somewhere new! Photos taken with iPhone. Click to Read More)
Saturday, January 7, 2012
20120107 - My First Acoustic Guitar
It wasnt love at first sight but will do for now. Please convince me it is awesome...
Saturday, October 15, 2011
I will change for the better
I usually feel like typing here only when I am upset about work. In fact when I talk about it, it is always on the negative side.
This will change. At least that is what I hope.
I always felt like I dun have any future working here. I am always fearful of letting anyone know where I work. And who I work for.
I dun feel good when I see people around me all going to universities and continuing their studies while I am stuck here. Working because I feel like I dun have a choice. Upset whenever people makes remarks like I can slack all day long because of who I work for. Unfortunately I work really hard it's just that you dun see it. I am even ashamed to say that I was jealous of my sisters because I felt that at the same age, they can go study what they want and do what they want.
Depressed because this is not what I wanted in life and how I want to live my life. Always feeling like I am wasting my youth away, chained down and unable to experience life. Because when I get older, the things that I want to do will slowly shut their doors in my face.
Cant believe when typing this I can still feel slightly depressed.
And with all these negative thoughts, I worked in the company for more than 3 years I think. For one period of time I cried almost every day because I dun know what I was doing with my life and was so freaking lost. I hate myself so freaking much I wanna die.
Anyhow all these will have to change. When you cant change your situation, changing the mentality shall be a better idea.
Well if I look on the brighter side, I am better off than quite alot of people right?
I just need to make better use of my resources.
I just need more discipline and determination.
I just need to change my mindset.
I just need to put in more effort.
Since last week I have been waking at 5am and setting off for work at 630am & start work at 645am. For someone who has the ability to press on her snooze button for more than 2 hours at 5 min/interval and still sleep very well. It is one big accomplisment.
This is necessary. Because I need them to acknowledge me. And so I need to work harder.
And I think my effort so far have been recognised. I THINK the boss is more willing to teach me. In fact I think what he tried to teach me the past 2 weeks is more than what he did the past 3 years combined.
For the first time since I worked in the company, I sat down with our foremans and discussed matters myself. Well I do think that they tried to simplify things for me and I really sound very noobish. (-_-) I need to start from somewhere right?
Actually I do feel good for the past 2 weeks because I felt like I am really trying to do my best in life. Whatever the results may be.
Is just that probably besides work and family. I dun particularly have a life. I need to sleep at 10-11pm. But its okay. I will do my best in my job, gain knowledge & earn $$.
I will buy myself a house when I am 35, have enough money to go japan every freaking year, fly myself to visual kei concerts, buy so many bloody cosmetics, backpack LUXURIOUSLY around Japan/around the world, be someone I dun have to be ashamed of anymore. Maybe also earn enough money to shoot botox into my face.Well something like that.
Its okay if I will be alone in life. I will just have to learn to be independant enough.
Well please excuse me. I need put my snooze at 2am and wake up at 430am on Monday and set off at 6am to the office.
Maybe in the future, I will love my job so much you will see me sleeping in the office. I kid.
This will change. At least that is what I hope.
I always felt like I dun have any future working here. I am always fearful of letting anyone know where I work. And who I work for.
I dun feel good when I see people around me all going to universities and continuing their studies while I am stuck here. Working because I feel like I dun have a choice. Upset whenever people makes remarks like I can slack all day long because of who I work for. Unfortunately I work really hard it's just that you dun see it. I am even ashamed to say that I was jealous of my sisters because I felt that at the same age, they can go study what they want and do what they want.
Depressed because this is not what I wanted in life and how I want to live my life. Always feeling like I am wasting my youth away, chained down and unable to experience life. Because when I get older, the things that I want to do will slowly shut their doors in my face.
Cant believe when typing this I can still feel slightly depressed.
And with all these negative thoughts, I worked in the company for more than 3 years I think. For one period of time I cried almost every day because I dun know what I was doing with my life and was so freaking lost. I hate myself so freaking much I wanna die.
Anyhow all these will have to change. When you cant change your situation, changing the mentality shall be a better idea.
Well if I look on the brighter side, I am better off than quite alot of people right?
I just need to make better use of my resources.
I just need more discipline and determination.
I just need to change my mindset.
I just need to put in more effort.
Since last week I have been waking at 5am and setting off for work at 630am & start work at 645am. For someone who has the ability to press on her snooze button for more than 2 hours at 5 min/interval and still sleep very well. It is one big accomplisment.
This is necessary. Because I need them to acknowledge me. And so I need to work harder.
And I think my effort so far have been recognised. I THINK the boss is more willing to teach me. In fact I think what he tried to teach me the past 2 weeks is more than what he did the past 3 years combined.
For the first time since I worked in the company, I sat down with our foremans and discussed matters myself. Well I do think that they tried to simplify things for me and I really sound very noobish. (-_-) I need to start from somewhere right?
Actually I do feel good for the past 2 weeks because I felt like I am really trying to do my best in life. Whatever the results may be.
Is just that probably besides work and family. I dun particularly have a life. I need to sleep at 10-11pm. But its okay. I will do my best in my job, gain knowledge & earn $$.
I will buy myself a house when I am 35, have enough money to go japan every freaking year, fly myself to visual kei concerts, buy so many bloody cosmetics, backpack LUXURIOUSLY around Japan/around the world, be someone I dun have to be ashamed of anymore. Maybe also earn enough money to shoot botox into my face.Well something like that.
Its okay if I will be alone in life. I will just have to learn to be independant enough.
Well please excuse me. I need put my snooze at 2am and wake up at 430am on Monday and set off at 6am to the office.
Maybe in the future, I will love my job so much you will see me sleeping in the office. I kid.
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